I'm really tired.
When I first got here, I was sad. Not because I missed my friends, because they were here. Ino, Shika. The only ones that I really hung around anyway, were here also. I was sad because I missed Konoha. I missed my family. I guess... I guess I missed being a ninja.
As time went on though, stuff happened. Stuff with me and Sakon and Ukon. And that Pyramid Head guy when I got kidnapped with all those other people. I mean... and all that stuff... all that did was remind me of stuff. Of back when we were chasing down Sasuke. And then about Asuma-sensei. And... I was glad I was here. I didnt have responsibility. I didnt have anyone I had to report in to. It was just me and Shika and Ino. And I love that. I'm glad I'm here. Because after what happened with Jirobou...
And that kinda stuff doesnt stop happening here, though. I mean, about Shizune. And everything that Orochimaru and the Akatsuki have done... It... it really makes me glad I'm not in Konoha... because as bad as it is here, it's worse there. It always was, and always will be.
So, what I guess I'm trying to say is... I dont want to leave. I dont want to be a ninja. I just want to be here with my friends. Because I love you guys. I really do. Even if I dont talk to you all that often.
And I wish I could sleep.
When I first got here, I was sad. Not because I missed my friends, because they were here. Ino, Shika. The only ones that I really hung around anyway, were here also. I was sad because I missed Konoha. I missed my family. I guess... I guess I missed being a ninja.
As time went on though, stuff happened. Stuff with me and Sakon and Ukon. And that Pyramid Head guy when I got kidnapped with all those other people. I mean... and all that stuff... all that did was remind me of stuff. Of back when we were chasing down Sasuke. And then about Asuma-sensei. And... I was glad I was here. I didnt have responsibility. I didnt have anyone I had to report in to. It was just me and Shika and Ino. And I love that. I'm glad I'm here. Because after what happened with Jirobou...
And that kinda stuff doesnt stop happening here, though. I mean, about Shizune. And everything that Orochimaru and the Akatsuki have done... It... it really makes me glad I'm not in Konoha... because as bad as it is here, it's worse there. It always was, and always will be.
So, what I guess I'm trying to say is... I dont want to leave. I dont want to be a ninja. I just want to be here with my friends. Because I love you guys. I really do. Even if I dont talk to you all that often.
And I wish I could sleep.
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